High hopes

I'm not quite sure what I was thinking when I aspired to writing a blog that could actually be read by my friends and family. I mean, one would have to actually post more than once a month to develop a good writing habit. So here I go again, stepping up to the writing horse to try and decipher what is going on in my mind and emotions. I'm not quite sure why I am like this but I am not a fan of talking about my own emotions or feelings. Mostly, I find that when I do this the only things that come out are negative and then I feel worse than I did before I ever started talking.
I know I'm not alone, right? How many of us new moms found out that this SAHM thing is a lot more work than we anticipated? Two nights ago I went to the Target pharmacy to get my Z-pack filled and started to talk to the pharmacist. She has two children 26 months and 8 months old, she is in the same boat as I am! As she told me her kids' ages, I said, "and you work too!" and she replied, "this is my break!" It was food for thought. I'm not sure teaching would be a break, but I can think of some other jobs that would probably be a fun break, not involving children of any age!
A job for me may be coming soon as Ryan's year anniversary at his new company is in April, we will take a new look at the finances and try and decide how we will try to make our ends meet.